You have been on my mind constantly today, I think we all got the news that the treatment was working, I remember crying with joy and thought YES she has beaten it, but it came back with vengeance. miss you so much Penny xxxx. life is so lonely with out you, miss you more than words can say. people say it gets easier with time, wish that was true, still hurts like hell, this pain will never leave me, and the funny thing is I dont want it too.