5 years today since you we're laying in that shity hospital bed :( am nevah guna forget you penny a remember this day perfectly a wanted to wake you up this time but I just couldn't hope your ok i up there love you always and foevah a would put flowers on ure grave but its all coverd up in snow :( :( rip love you so much xxxxxx wud of bein gurd to see you now u will always be ma big sister :D xxxxxxx