Well it’s been a long time since I last wrote to you, but that doesn’t mean that I have not been thinking about you. Me and Sandy visited your grave today to arrange the flowers, we also cut the grass with a pair of scissors and sandy placed a penny on your head stone, I bet you were looking down on us saying what on earth are they doing, hope you had a good laugh. Pen they say it gets easier as time passes, how wrong they all are. We are finding it harder, maybe it’s because we are just coming to terms with it now. Love you sweetheart and miss you more than ever Mam xxx