Hey Penny.. Im sorry I havent spoke to you for ages just didnt know what to say..Been thinking about you alot today as its nearly your 19th birthday I cant believe how quick these last two years have gone it seems like just yesterday you were coming down to see us Alot has happened in the past few years. Liam met a girl last christmas called Chloe shes really lovely.. shes having there first baby tonight 16th November 2007, there having a baby girl called Rhianna.. It just really got me thinking what an earth you would be thinking if you were here now! I havent spoke to Sandy in months we went on holiday together in july it really made me realise how much your mum was hurting and it was so painful to see i know you would hate to see her like that.. I thought I had come to terms with it all in my own way and it hit me after that holiday made everything come back. I still think about you everyday!! I met a really nice guy last february and Im gutted you wernt here to meet him think you two would have got on really well! He's called Daniel were thinking of going on holiday to Paphos again its not certain yet but i would like to go back for old times. Im still planning on going to Calafornia looking at moving out there in about 5, 6 years time going to be hairdressing out there just wish you could experiance it aswell im so determind for your sake.. good old O.C!! You dont understand what I'd give to speak to you now. Sometimes i jsut sit there thinking what would Penny say.. Try not getting upset about it now because there is nothing any one can do expect think of when we will meet again.. Im gutted your not here to see Rhianna and im sure its crossed Liams mind too.. I Hope Your Still thinking of us because were still thinking of you everyday.. Miss you hun always take care.